Question: Who is Marko? When you know who you are, then you don't have to pretend anymore.
*humms along Queen's: I am the Great Pretender*
We all have masks that hide who we are, some even to their own selves.
As long as you know who you are inside, then no one can rattle your cage. Mental or physical.
Or am I totally off track here??
To me you aren't "pretend" anything.
You are a nice guy/rat who likes books as much as I do, have a wonderful website about marsupials, very good with IT and loves Ristin.
That isn't pretending to me.
Or am I still totally off track??