Sometimes, yes.. it's easy to perceive the reality immediately around you reflects the greater part of your whole. But don't be fooled: you have some very
close to you, and many other folks here who, even if they've not met you in person yet, still feel you're someone they'd like to know better.
Please try to manage. We do care, even if a screen and a keyboard is a fairly pitiful interface through which to try expressing our happiness.