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Tue, Dec. 28th, 2004, 06:15 am
Funny how a boyfriend can change you

After years of neglect and rejection, I had come to believe that my body is ugly. But now I have faith in my body. (Faith in myself is a harder thing, but it is coming.) I believe that I am handsome, even "sex on legs" as ristin has called me. I believe I've got what it takes to be a sexual predator on the prowl but I am bonded to Ristin and loyal to him. That is not a collar that chafes, for I am proud of his love and devotion.
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Tue, Dec. 28th, 2004 07:19 am (UTC)

I know that both Molly and myself suffered from this very thing. both believing we're ugly, or inferior ( i still have trouble with the latter). and eventually you tell yourself so much you end up believing it. With Molly and I being together It has all but gone away, but its a hard thing to shake and I'm glad you too found each other.

Mon, Dec. 27th, 2004 10:11 pm (UTC)

Silly 'coon. I don't anymore. That's the whole point of this post!
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Wed, Dec. 29th, 2004 03:24 am (UTC)

Well, hopefully not too good. ;-)

(Can someone be there when - okay, it's not the first time, but still - you finally meet, for good, to take a photo or two? We need a thread in which to all go "awwww"..)

Mon, Dec. 27th, 2004 11:27 pm (UTC)

Aww you're both so lucky to have each other. True love doesn't just come around every day ya know. It's why I'm still single and alone for the most part.

Tue, Dec. 28th, 2004 10:55 am (UTC)

I know exactly what you mean. Before Kelpie came into my life I felt the same way about myself. Thanks to him I'm finally growing comfortable with myself. And boyfriends are awesome :)