After years of neglect and rejection, I had come to believe that my body is ugly. But now I have faith in my body. (Faith in myself is a harder thing, but it is coming.) I believe that I am handsome, even "sex on legs" as ristin has called me. I believe I've got what it takes to be a sexual predator on the prowl but I am bonded to Ristin and loyal to him. That is not a collar that chafes, for I am proud of his love and devotion.